Wake Up Call

When our life is being threatened

we need protection and security.

When our home is being invaded

we need stability and unity.

When our health is being jeopardized

we need to recover and rehabilitate.

When our mind is being depleted

we need faith and resurrection.

When our heart is being broken

we need comfort and relief.

Only when we reach our lowest point

that we learn to kneel and cry for help.

Dreams. Pain. Time

i couldn't help but remember him...

his every part.

from head down to his favorite shoes.

i couldn't help but miss him...

everywhere.

from that spot he used to wait

to that chair he used to sit.

i couldn't help but think of him...

over and over.

from the time i wake up

till i close my eyes.

how could i possible discard all memories

if all thing around...

remind me of him?

how could i forget him...

and let go of the feelings

if my heart still couldn't take it?

how could i rescue myself

from drowning in tears

if my eyes never stop weeping?

Blue Isn't Sad At All

Blue is the color of the sea 

reflecting the sky

We see the beauty of day... 

so promising

We see the wonder of the beach... 

so inviting.

The sand is smooth 

yet blazing hot

It welcomes any soul 

to be cuddled and embraced.

There's euphoria and hope

upon looking up

It's brightness constantly glares

The atmosphere is an Arcadia of bliss

We wish it will never fade...

and never disappear.

We are sad when we feel blue 

but not in this case

The color means... 

seeking peace and tranquility

It's nostalgic, persistent and determined.

LIKE Poles Attract

LIFE is not only 

a mixture of

sweet and sour

liquid and solid

high and low

smooth and rough

MAN and WOMAN...

but anything in between

is no longer unusual.

Why do some people prefer something different? We all have choices to make. We are born with own distinct identities and as we develop into an adult capable of knowing and reasoning, we are exposed to an environment with extremely wide variety of values, social norms, rules of conduct, customs and practices. As human beings, we have the desire to understand every aspect of the world we live in. Our natural curiosity of the many things around us will lead us to defining our own self and bring us to a journey of limitless exploration.

Who are we? What are we?

These questions now lie beneath the realm of self individuality.

The discussion of gender preferences are predominantly articulated for centuries by philosophers, religious leaders and writers. From ancient times to today, there are countless reasons and diversity of opinions regarding the theories of engaging to same gender relationships.

To live life as how we desire to live it.

Nowhere To Find

We've been to many places

have met people along the way.

We've heard some good stories

and weathered some bad days.

The past is no longer visible

yet remained in our reverie

It has brought weeps of sorrow

and tears of pride and glee.

Our hearts may keep seeking

the love that is lost.

The quest may take a lifetime

we have to pay what it costs.

You have loved and failed...

but whatever reason is behind such struggle

you have to keep your heart alive

even the search has come full circle.

"Are You Tired Enough?"

How many times 

do you have to keep saying...

"It's over!"

but your heart can hardly 

bear the loss.

How many times 

do you have to believe in 

promises...

when trust is gone and words are doubtful?

How many times

do you have to give up and

turn your back

if your heart overpowers your mind?

How many times

do you have to be beaten

and bruised

before you surrender and give up the fight?

Maybe, you never get enough of

love and hurt

until you are emotionally 

drained, exhausted and tired.

"My Work Is My Hobby"

 "I was born to find the BEAUTY in everyone "

 A strong, dependable Taurus who leads the way when it comes to reaping the rewards of hard work. Lovers of everything that is fine and beautiful, Taureans surround themselves with material gains. This is a sensual, tactile sign. Touch is very important in everything from work to romance. Stable and conservative, Taureans are among the most reliable of the zodiac. While sometimes viewed as stubborn, this sign will plod along on a task until the very end, ensuring that everything is up to standard. They're highly creative and thoroughly enjoy making things with their own hands.

Joining me in this journey is....

MHEI ALCOS
- a proud single mom, born and raised in the Philippines, presently the Owner/Artisan of Mhei Alcos Hair and Makeup. She also works for a high-end spa salon, Riverstone: The Spa At The Forks as Makeup Artist/Receptionist and still with Holt Renfrew as Makeup Artist/Esthetician. She is now living in Winnipeg, Manitoba since 2009 along with her two children, Eyrielle, 10 and Danielle. 6. A second child to Ernie and Minda Alcos.

Looking At The Brighter Side

I know it's been a while...

Things changed but for the better.

Some are not meant to unfold

yet there are good ones that happened.

I lost track but now I'm back.

Hoping for the best to come.

I wish to forget the past...

keep the faith and move forward...

I've never been so passionate

to write what's on my mind...

This time I want  greener crops

that will bring abundance...